As I am writing this piece, I have a stack of clothes on my bed that I still have to put in my wardrobe, I have a stack of book that I want to read, I have codes to finish and I have a report to write. This shows how my state of being at this moment. A state of being that I am not proud of.
I think if you at all cost will stick a label on it, then use the word “unorganized”. Yes, I’ve not been organized.
I can’t remember how many promises I’ve broken this year. I’m afraid to even count it.
It’s just a stack that keep on stacking. However, it is weird that I actually know what I have to do and what would be the best for me, but I am just not doing it. Don’t know why.
I’ve recognized that this period of my life is my “fall flat on my face” period. Elizabeth Gilbert wrote on her CNN op-ed not to give up after falling flat on your face. The thing is… to fall flat on my face and however not giving up is one thing. To know how to not fall flat on my face the next time is another. Anyhow, my face can’t take much more face plant.
